Neesha ([info]neesha) wrote,
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I've actually been doing a lot better at work now. It really is the easiest job in the world, it's scooping ice cream and adding in candy. I know that everyone is a little wary of me. I've put everyone through a lot of crap. I have to give them time. I feel pretty abandoned though. My sister has been really distant. She's really criticizing me for being in therapy, because it's so expensive. I see my psychologist twice a week and my total copay is $60. Being a student that's a lot for me to spare. I feel a little better though. My apetite has increased (so has my weight). I've stopped weighing myself and have decided to concentrate on the things that stress me out (school work). Stress tends to lead to eating disorder behaviors for me. I'm at GSU, so I'm gonna go do some HW before I see Grieco at 1:00.

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Anonymous

July 22 2005, 15:27:45 UTC 6 years ago

Why the abandonment? We're all still here, you know that. Mercy, please, mercy stop assuming the worst of us.

~~~You-Know-Who~~~

[info]neesha

July 23 2005, 13:24:07 UTC 6 years ago

???

Anonymous

July 23 2005, 12:50:50 UTC 6 years ago

Have you ever considered that maybe you're just using all this "therapy" to convince yourself that you have real problems, when you're actually just bored and childish?

Please. You know nothing of abandonment.

[info]neesha

July 23 2005, 13:01:09 UTC 6 years ago

Actually I have thought of whether I'm just full of shit, and I've tried to think that way, but I'm not. I'm not bored either. I actually have a pretty full life. I feel like shit a lot, and I don't know why. I do feel abandoned a lot, and I don't know why either. You sound really bitter.
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